lime______

Sunday, June 25, 2006
11:19 PM

sometimes i think im rly dumb. just moments ago i had a million thoughts on my mind. specifically- just what i had in mind to put that idiot straight. to scream her head off.

amazingly. i was staring at the com, hands poised over the keys. ready to type my heart and anger out. pound on those keys real hard. get rid of all that stress. and yet, nothing comes to mind. i wonder why. is it because that for once, i really have the time?

nearly everyday i get mad over some petty or stupid thing. something dat an unworthy person had done or said to me, hurt my feelings. and then when i decide. this just isnt worth spoiling my day over. just type it out on the blog. curse that person as much as i want.

i dont put my name on the blog so i can simply curse so much that people would be shocked and yet, they can do nothing. yet, is it really worth it. sometimes i wonder why do i bother even doing it on an anonymous blog.

yes. its not worth scolding that person in the face. afterall, if such a person can do hurtful things why bother? but hey. i have a blog. i can curse without seeming so petty.

but. why should i? stress relief! thats a good excuse. but i find myself so busy i simply say- oh do it later.

and it drags on n on n on.

BACK TO THE POINT, (finally(: )

i dont know actually. im just another useless person i guess. dreading the start of school. lucky no1 noes who i rly am. or if the pple who knew me read this, i'd be laughed at.

oh and yes. school. how scary. its all starting again. >.<

wistful thinking]]